Maybe I’m having peace with myself.
Exams is over!
I’m happy because I managed to overcome it. Thankful for that.

In the mean time, I’m still emoing~ what an imperfect world.
Everything is just like a part and parcel of life.
Maybe I already let go. Nope. Just feeling very calm about it.
No longer feel exciting about it.

This exams made me changed quite abit.
Been enjoying the peaceful msn.
Lesser people talked to me.
No more noisy convo.
No longer need to reply people that I don’t feel like.

Whatever it is, I think I will have a good day tmr.
Meeting dear xaby for sakae buffet.
Craving for jap foods.

Was playing 寂寞寂寞就好 while driving just now.
My tears just dripped down.
Just feeling upset and frustrated.

Am I like contradicting? I think so.
Nevermind. BYE. Off to sleep.

Whenever I got any problems , I can alwaes turn to xaby and talk to her.
Feeling much better now though I’m still abit emo~ing~

THANKS XABY!

This world is too dark for me. Feeling too much shit. I hate what I have sometimes.
I hate it whenever it happens. Maybe world is never fair. In fact, it’s never fair.

At the end of the day, The problems will be still there if I don’t solve it.
Maybe I shall leave as it is. Escaping reality.
Maybe I should find a solution.

I have to be focus and determined enough to do what I want.
Have to find my priority and moved on.
Time can’t wait for me.
Shall put away all unwanted stuffs.

Off to study HTM. Maybe studies can let me get away from all unhappiness.

This song came in at the right point of time.

寂寞寂寞就好- 田馥甄
還是原來那個我不過撂掉幾公升淚所以變瘦
對著鏡子我承諾遲早我會換這張臉應對笑容
不算什麼愛錯就愛錯
早點認錯早一點解脫

我寂寞寂寞就好這時候誰都別來安慰擁抱
就讓我一個人去痛到受不了傷到快瘋掉
死不了就還好
我寂寞寂寞就好你真的不用來我回憶裡微笑
我就不相信我會笨到忘不了賴著不放掉
人本來就寂寞的借來的都該還掉
我總會把你戒掉

還是原來那個你是我自己做夢你又改變什麼
再多的愛也沒用每個人有每個人的業障因果
會有什麼什麼都沒有
早點看破才看的見以後

我寂寞寂寞就好這時候誰都別來安慰擁抱
就讓我一個人去痛到受不了傷到快瘋掉
死不了就還好
我寂寞寂寞就好你真的不用來我回憶裡微笑
我就不相信我會笨到忘不了賴著不放掉
人本來就寂寞的我總會把你戒掉